March 18, 2009

Dear God,

You said to just rely solely on you, and I will be healed. That all will be good. I’m trying to do that, but how am I supposed to be at peace when my attempts only seem to feed my devastation?

If this is your way of bringing me closer to you, I’ll be honest— I don’t like it. I’m barely, BARELY keeping things at bay and in control. And now this crap happens, the millionth blow.

I have no energy for learning the lesson anymore.

Help.

-Yours truly

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